Just Now

Just now'
Losing hope in a country 
Once named Pakistan 
Let’s cry to sleep tonight 
And for the whole life,
This is who we are
Victim of an inevitable war
I swear by my God
You swear by yours,
We didn’t want that,
We just can’t,
We are the bodies burnt,
we are the hearts torn,
we are the casualties,
we are the bloody fatalities....
calamities,
natural deaths, accidents,
give us that,
not a bomb in your hand
blowing my head away,
not your fire to burn my shroud,
not your belief to annihilate mine...
.fine fine secular or not,
this country has gone
to the dogs,
dogs who aren’t even loyal,
and dogs who bite bearing a disease
Infest our souls to the last bit,
served as a feast
who are our care givers our leaders
our armed forces..
how much more to see
good bye Pakistan
i am forgetting the name,
the love and patriotism
that we feign
yes we lie to love thee,
and even die for thee
but who are thee
the land ?
or parasites? who inhibit it,
or am i the parasite?
Waiting for my turn to be done with
over and out
Completely Incomplete
attempt to write my thoughts